It's been to long.

[Angel_baby]

Warning: I may rant a bit in here, sorry but in a way it is needed to explain exactly why I haven't been around as of late.


First of all YAY I'm home at last back with my family here at global-paw, I hope you all won't be upset with me for leaving in the first place but there has just been to much stress as of late with school and everything else in life. As you all may know the last time my presence was known here we had lost our rotty cherokiee and god knows I still miss her alot and grieved over her for quite some time, I still wonder exactly what happened and why it did but god has a reason for everything and I have accepted that. For the longest time this was my reason for not making an appearance, I couldn't, I just felt like I had done something wrong and it would be even worse to come here because I had no clue what people would think of me after the whole thing beings I nor my family had any idea of what happened to her.


Since then I have gotten caught up in school and other things including our other animals, cats, my dog, and my mom got a new puppy as well. Throughout this all I have also been working for a friend of ours to pay off a siamese kitten that I will be getting hopefully some time soon, I still have a few hours of work to do before I can take her home which I can't wait. She is a pure bred which I've never owned one before and I have heard bad things about the breed but none the less I am getting her anyhow because she is just the biggest baby and I love her to death no matter how expensive she may be. With all of this I have also been having relationship problems, family problems, money problems and god knows what else.


Anyhow I think everyone gets the point, basically what I am trying to get at is I hit a rough spot in life and had a hard time getting past it, I still am but I am getting better and the healing is taking place, I figure maybe it would be good for me to start becoming more active in some forums aswell as other things in order to help me out a bit.

[Crossfire Bulldogs]

I'm so glad your back Angel I know its been really tough for you lately and I only wish I could make things easier. All things in life have a way of working out, at times it seems like that day will never come but it does....keep your head up and keep smiling girl, it WILL get better!

What happened to your dog was a terrible thing and a horrible experience for you but I certainly don't hold it against you or think your a bad person. Its always so hard to lose our friends and it never gets any easier but please know we're here for you.

A Siamese kitty! Ohhhh how I love them! I had a HUGE boy named Ming some years back that was such a love! He passed some years back from renal failure at the age of 12 but there still isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him.

[Raised By Wolves]

Welcome back! I'm looking forward to hearing about all of your critters!

We've all had situations where we've lost a beloved pet. Sometimes there may have been more we could have done, and sometimes not. I like to think it does add up to learning as we go, and always trying to do better. There is such a deep heartache, when a pet dies. I've been there.

Deb

[Jamila]

Welcome back. I think Im a newbie to you, but I love it here and am glad you've decided to be active once again......

[Carrie]

Welcome back Angel. I'm sorry you've had such a rough time. Sonja is right. Sometimes it seems, when you're in the thick of it, that it will always be rough, but nothing stays the same and you won't always feel like that.

You're moving on now, it sounds like and that's the important thing.

So glad you're back.

And congrats on your kitty. I have heard wonderful things about them and have known some great Siamese cats. I almost got one, but decided on a Himilayan years ago. They're derived from Siamese and Persian cats and he had that Siamese yowly meow. It was so cute. Everytime I called him, he came trotting to me yowling. LOL. You'll have fun.

Glad you're here. Stick around.

[Pugdawg1]

Welcome back! You're a tough cookie... life can be so darn hard, but it will get better. It really will. And you are so lucky.... I'd love to have a purebred cat again. I've never had a Siamese, but wow are they gorgeous! I've only had Persians... a silver tabby and a blue cream. One I purchased from a breeder (oh yeah, cha ching!), then the 2nd one was a rescue that needed a home. Both were great cats. Right now we have an indoor mix breed.. I found him behind a house as a little wild kitten.

[tessa_s212]

Good to see you! I don't think I was here when you left, but glad you are back!

[PitBullie09]

Good to see you back! I know how the losing a pet is- mine got shot almost 3 weeks ago.. Very hard indeed. I just got a new dog...and shes very different from Chance.. I hope you get your kitten soon!

[TribalRats]

Well I did not know you before you left but I am sure I will get to know you now.
I am so sorry to hear about the rough spot you hit, unfortunatly I am affraid it happens to all of us....at least you know you will get through it.
Glad you're back.